I seriously loved another man while (and still)married to my husband. He knew it, I knew it and he was my daughter's Other Father. However, we both knew we could NOT live together, and never even tried to pursue a sexual relationship. He never married at all and killed himself 2 years ago come Dec. 9. Try that on for guilt. I am no longer guilty, but I am still angry. I know I must get past the anger, but it is soooooooo hard.