sometimes loss can be turned into opportunity
if you can keep your eyes open for new directions..
in the last couple of years i have lost 2 parents,
a marriage of over 20 years is in dissolution,
and many other changes.
Soemtimes a clean slate offers options
that allow new convictions, and choices.
good luck and hang in there.
where, by the way, are you located..
did not see in profile any thing to
indicate your location.