Well Kendall,I suppose I could blow some smoke up yer ass, & tell you ya gotta think positive thoughts & everything's gonna be alright.
But we both know that ain't how you're feeling right now.

So,get pissed off,get mad,kick a hole in the f**king wall! Do whatever you gotta do,feel whatever you gotta feel,for as long as it takes!
It's the only way to get on to the next step,whatever that may be.

I guess I went through the whole spectrum of emotions when I came to the realization that my M.S. had taken me from a pretty good guitar picker,to a fairly moderate strummer.
Sometimes I'm still pretty pissed about it,but I've also discovered that playing the mandolin seems to be very coducive to a weak left arm.Go figure.

Make the most of what you've got left,& when life throws lemons at you..............Duck!


DB.