There is nothing I can say or do which will make you fell any better right now. I know because my wife died two years ago. The only thing that you can do is to keep moving. Her memory will stay with you for the rest of your life. You may not believe it at the moment, but that's a GOOD thing. Cherish the time that you had together. As time progresses you wil realize more and more how lucky you are to have had it. It has already made you a different person than you were when it started. It will continue to change you as you move and grow in life.

My prayers are with you.

Stephen Lee