Definition of a Baptist: Someone who lives in mortal fear that somewhere,somehow, someone is enjoying himself.
I'm a recovering Baptist turned Unitarian. A Unitarian is a person who gave up religion, but can't get out of the habit of going to church.
Now for the truth, I don't need church. I don't need, nor do I want dogma. I feel a direct connection to the Great Spirit and have no need for anyone to be a "go between".
Anyway, check it out, it may suit you, and if it doesn'ttry another group.