That's what I mean Amos, I can only dechipher my meaning into my dream. I don't believe anyone writing a book on symbolic meanings can actually do that, because, and you said it Amos, they mean what you decide them to mean. I have a book from early 1900's that has dream meanings (kind of what you are looking at Suzanne) and I just can't quite go along with the book or the belief that we are so structured in meaning.