I've just come online to see this thread.

My sympathy and loving energy goes out to you, David.

I first came to Mudcat because a mutual friend told me there was a thread on my friend and lover, the late (but not forgotten) Walt Robertson.

I'm only mentioning this because there may indeed come a time when you'd like to share some thoughts about your wife with us, and I know it will be received with appreciation.

Stay well, take the time you need to think or not think, feel or not feel. A loving and supportive community is here for you...xx..e