Aw, SHIT! First you run off to the UK with Kendall and now you go and get sick too. What is this (as if I couldn't guess)?

If you've got a good doctor, one you can trust, trust him or her. I know everyone here will be sending them positive rays Wyomingward.

As for fiddlin' around -- I think you will if you want to. You might have to dig for it, you might have to work harder than you've ever worked on anything ever before. But I've known people who've been told "you've never again" confound the prophets.

Hell, look at Lance Armstrong! His testicular cancer had spread to his brain and he has certainly gone somewhere since.

Go for it. And my thoughts are with you.