I am hurting so bad for reading this 'Spaw. You remember me telling you about David? This reminds me so much of him. I wish to hell I could help you with this, buddy. Sometimes being the only safety net between these kids and eternity gets real tough. And then when one mucks it up by actually caring about them, well, you get tired and worn out sometimes. Geez, but I wish I could say something other than I am here for you............Hang in, pal.

Mick