Spaw, I wish I could say or do something that would help. M. knows there is love for her and dependable people in the world because of you. We can't stop all the evil or make the world perfect, we can only do our best to share the good.The only way to win out over the ugly noises is to keep playing your song louder and longer. People who are desperately listening for beauty will hear the song, no matter how buried in ugliness.
Love, Jeri