the cause: infidelity and dishonesty.
still trying to discover the cure...
the patch, the mending...
but distance is a good start..
removing myself from the situation...
and I am appreciating my true friends..
and supportive people are especially important right now...
and focussing on creative endeavors....
and relying on the mud cat community..
where i almost always find caring and sharing friends
to offer a hand, an ear, a shoulder or other body part...
oops i mean...where even though life seems so serious
i can get new perspective and learn to see the bright side..
so thank you my friends...