Daylia, let me take a wild guess. Could it be that you smoke cigarettes?
If not, I apologize, but if so, and you're looking to this theory to provide you with a sense of security regarding your behavior, I hope you won't find yourself terminally disappointed 10 or 20 years down the road.For many people it's not a harmless habit. Smoking stole my Aunt, my Grandfathers and my Dad from me, all way,way before their time,and I miss their presence in my life single every day. I pray your loved ones won't feel this way in the future.
Best Regards