Okay, Okay. I'm not talking kind, selfless, caring, paternal, maternal or brotherly love. I'm talking LOVE. Why am i feeling like this? Why am I feeling ripped in two? Why do i want everything? Why is just a bit not enough? Why do i cut myself off from people who would love me, by going for someone who doesnt really want or need me? Why does someone so passionate frighten me? Will I ever have someone to love again? Someone I can trust?

And why am I feeling this way when I'm meant to be old enough to know better?



Pimple on the arse of the universe.