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Thread #14842   Message #129879
Posted By: Liz the Squeak
30-Oct-99 - 02:50 PM
Thread Name: Thought for the day- October 30th
Subject: RE: Thought for the day- October 30th
Nice line in animal dung there, I've found rabbit to be very untrustworthy, as some other rabbit will come along adn eat it - not nice, but that is one of the things about rabbits.

On your earlier comments about closure, especially today, the day before All Hallows, New Year, Samhain, what ever you want to call it.

I was troubled by very strong feelings of being watched, earlier this year. I would be walking down the road, and suddenly I'd be slammed back into a conversation with my father who died in Jan '98. This happened in the oddest of places, in the bath, at work (not good, as I usually ended up in tears...) and at church (yes, I'm known as the token Christian, by my Pagan friends, and the token Pagan by my Christian friends....) which again, would have me in tears, usually in the middle of a hymn or the sermon. In the end, I just sat down in a particular place and told the people who were trying to talk to me (there felt more than one, like one had opened the door and the others were looking over their shoulder) that they were welcome to come and see me, but would they please just visit when I was in that special place. I placed pictures of them around, those taken with other family members, and since then, that watched feeling has gone. If you are being troubled, or if you want to open a doorway, why don't you try it - it has made closure on quite a few issues for me....

Liz the Squeak