Hi Friend,
quite painfull when the real world jumps up and bites your ass ain't it? The majority of people living the affluent western countries do not realise just what is going on out there. Please Please do not loose your sense of shock and horror at what you have seen, the people in these countries NEED as much help as they can get and it is only people from the affluent societies who can help.

Best wishes
Grumpy