Jon, my dear, there is always someone worse off than you, just watch daytime TV and find all the proof you need!!

Seriously, I know nothing of you or your problems, or your lifestyle but would stick my fourpence in anyway. Share what you are feeling, even if it is just writing it down on a screen and then sending it into the ether, someone, somewhere will read it and another prayer is added to the list. It doesn't matter how dark it gets, it only takes a single spark to start the forest fire, keep striking the tinder, and give thanks that you are not in the dark alone.

Liz