dianavan...if you had walked hand in hand with Jesus...you would not be the person you appear to be now. Jesus Lives and he leads me. He loves me and leads me. He is love and compassion.......Having a personal relationship with "Jesus" is something special. Not to be diminished by anyone. If you walked hand in hand with Jesus....at any time...you could not turn your back on Him....not once....
Best wishes, Mike.