It was enough if you said it was the best audition ever. You didn't get the part, that is sad, but you did your best. Every audition I go in to I say to myself, "I will do my very best." One of three things will happen: 1) Either the director will cast me,2) he will not because he has someone truly better or has a different vision of the character, or 3), he has made a mistake by not casting me. All YOU can do is control how you do and go on!   Good job, kiddo.   You will be better from this. Just takes a while to realize it.   Hang in there! jimmyt