take 2 alka seltzer..
beat myself up ..
because I didn't get it right the first time..
I should not spend the rest of eternity worrying that I rushed making the world
in only 1 week..

bad move.. I admit I was new at the job, over optimistic,
working to a very low budget..
and took bad advice from my financial sponsors..

my heart was in the right place..
ask my son..
and ME only knows.. ask my old girlfriend Mary...

I did the best job I could
despite all the shit

I refuse to be blamed .. it was not my fault..

I'm sory I've been absent for too long..

personal issues I've needed to dal with.

Ok, the drink didn'nt help..

for ME's sake.. I got a son who can turn water into wine..

I love the boy.. but he dont understand
I just need someone to talk to..
not an everlasting fountain of stong home brew..
please friends, if you believe in me .. just give me a few aeons to sort mysel out
and get my life back into perspective.

I know I've let you all down.. for ME's sake dont you think it hurts me right down to the bone
to see whatou're doing to this lovely world I made for you..

I'm sory , I've had a few too many Baileys and holy 'water' [from my own personal heaenly mountain still]..

sorry.. nobody needs a blubbing girly tearfull self pitying deity..

but sorry.. I'm so sorry..

I just need someone warm too hug me..

last thing I think of..????

I never asked for this job