Nothing to do with any of that crap. All to do with having studied history, learnt the lessons and then having to see humanity repeat its stupidity all over again.Suddenly you realise all your ideals, hopes etc were futile. Humanity is dumb and on the road to extinction through it's inability to learn from experience. Which is what you've done, but you're out of the loop of influence and here comes the wave of those who haven't lived it yet and haven't learned.
And so it goes.Round, and round and round.