You are wrestling with repressed desires to bring a noxious and gaseous phase of your life to completion, dramatically if possible. The reference to Birmingham indicates a desire to achieve this end through folk music.
The reference to Spaw cannot be interpreted at this time, or any previous time, nor, most likely, at any future time.
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