As of late, I have been engaging my mouth before engaging my brain. As a result, I have said some unkind things and have made poor decisions. Kharma, being what it is, has come to visit. While noting that I had it coming I have made some apologies in order to try and make things right. People have been very gracious yet I am miserable. I know the only thing I can do is move forward and try to not make the same mistakes again yet I am feeling like a failure and wondering why I continue to screw things up. Any suggestions as to how to move forward feeling somewhat positive about doing my best to make things right would be welcomed.