"Continuing to screw up" is not likely a message straight from yourself to yourself; more likely to be a message acquired from someone else which you have been trained to swallow. It doesn't particularly matter who, as long as you can separate from that source and that message and drop it on the roadside, so to speak. You don't need it, because you have already demonstrated you have the strength to face errors and seek to remedy them. There is an overabundance of voices in the world willing to make nothing out of and nullify; why join forces with them? Whose life energy is it anyway?

Life is in you and of you today; tomorrow is what you make from it.
Who you really are is much better than you are usually given credit for.

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