If you go there will be trouble
If you stay it will be double

What the hell? Go. You can't spend the rest of your life locked in your bedroom, and even that might be a target. If your number's up it's up. That's the way it's always been. Nothing's changed.

Enjoy yourself. Don't let them beat you down.

I'm not saying to go looking for trouble - as 8.32pm said, keep away from likely targets, but don't stop living.