Mary, I so wish we were still there. There's so much going on and I'm holding you close as can be. Give those kitties some serious boobie hugs and let the tears flow. Perhaps sleep will come now. I find myself relieved that he hadn't gone back on drugs and just lost track of things, but I do wish you had a chance to say good bye. I do think that was his plan.

Love and Hugs

Tinker