I have been down the suicide root many times and maybe one day will go that way again and I get sick and tired of meds being suggested. I don't know this case but it as fact that some of use are singled out for shit in life and no meds will stop the shit coming.

Try this one, one of mine. I satrated saying (and I can proove this) at the age of 36 that one element of my life that sereved as some proof of the way life was treating me was that I never had a girlfriend. Within 2 weeks of saying that and considering publishing it, I suddenly got a girlfriend - somebody I had known for a long time suddelnly out the blue wanted to go out with me - didn't last long - but JAyne came along instead lasted a few months till I was emotionally destroyed finding out I was having an affair with someone whose boyfriend was in prison.

Oddly enough, although I've wanted another one since and nearly that was 3 years ago. I haven't changed at all. Why then. The truth is life shits on some people all the way through and meds will never cure that.

Jon