Shy One,
Every year I have a long argument with myself about whether or not I will go to the Getaway. I don't play an instrument. My music of choice is shared by only a few. I feel as if I will be "found out".

By committing to transport people I get locked into going. And when I am overwhelmed I sneak off alone to breathe.

You probably won't believe this but Kendall tells me he feels the same way sometimes. Your feelings are "normal". What you do about them is the key.

PM me if you like. No doubt, there will be some Friday night silliness next year and we always need help putting it together, setting it up, arranging surprises for a victim or two. Come play with us.

The Inner Circle thing doesn't exist anywhere but in our minds. There was a time when I would never have approached Ron (yes, you Ron) or Carly or Janice because I thought they were part of the incredibly funny, talented Inner Circle where I didn't belong. Keith still intimidates me - go figure. Most of the FSGW members are so knowledgeable and multi-talented I feel as if I am way out of my league. Then someone like Judy Cook dons a tutu and reminds me that we are all there to share the music. Even among Mudcatters, I can be overwhelmed - it took me two days to get past my inhibitions and approach the Ducks.

If you can get to Maine, join us for a Song Circle. The regulars here always encourage the shy ones to share their talents. And you will have a ready-made entourage for next year's festivities. I have no idea who you are. There are a few people at the Getaway who always keep to themselves and given my shyness I don't intrude. I guess I will make a point of introducing my self to everyone - Scary!

Mary "SINS"