You're hurting, aren't you, Sam? You need to talk to some people who can straighten you out on this stuff. It's normal for people who've had disappointments in life to feel insecure in the presence of greatness. Trust me on this. Many of us have gone through it ourselves before we got to a point where we could see clearly. You don't have to feel alone, Sam! Pick up your phone now, Sam, and give the WSSBA emergency switchboard a call at 1-800-SHATNER. We can help you, Sam. Call us now.