Thought that bully really hated me
Thought that I never would be free
I can feel it now
Blind fear in my guts

Wanted to fight and even tried.
Terror gripped me deep inside
Rage and shame
Guilt and blame

Not small stuff
The works
He doesn't know who I am nowadays
Probably didn't then
Didn't hate me - just had other problems

Do I hate him?
He taught me what the word meant.....I hate him for that