You seem a bit hard on yourself today, Russ. Would it help if you remembered that music fora are the talk radio of the internet?

Or do you feel dirty because...

...you have intentionally waded in amongst us great unwashed masses?

...of Catholic/Jewish guilt?

...brainwashing by your contemporaries into believing you must make all your behavior conform to the 'middle class nice' politically correct syndrome?

Fess up, Russ. Us dirty, enquiring minds are dying to know.