I was celebrating my fiftieth birthday in Cologne among friends and family. It was quite sobering to know that it will be forever recalled as the worst day in many peoples' lives. It turned out that no Mudcatters were hurt. You then go on to to feel a bit guilty, because you wanted it to be someone else. In reality, none of us wanted it to happen to anyone. Nowhere is safe from this sort of evil. Fortunately, most of us only ever experience it first hand very rarely. No one deserves to have that happen to them.