By postulating the assumption that "god" has taken the Big Bang at its expense you adopt automatically that that could "that god" be sometimes who eel meant, which with that barb. That calls I seductive perception, e.g. you have a picture in your head of the woman ideal to your idea, your proverbial "godin" (since you are no homo) and as that woman then in your life past comes you think "truth" of seeing, however your "godin" can be in reality also enormous bitch, then you idealized image in wood falls and must you in search of another "godin".