As an adult I'm quite happy to put my trust in the moderators. I don't want to have to wade through reams of spam to find something that makes sense. As for deletions being personally motivated you've been assured time and again that that is not the case. I suspect you're forgetting to hit the submit button half the time, I really do think the moderators have got better things to do than delete your posts immediately you make them as you've implied in the past. I don't believe your 'silently deleted posts' are even getting to the website. After all, we've no way of knowing that you made those posts.