ok, just found myself again,these computers really do stretch the mind of an aromatherapist But had a hot coffee and a cookie.Thank you.
Its late here, Billy is asleep,in front of the TV.

We have a long two days ahead of us, we are going to my first husbands funeral,a five hour drive then overnight in an hotel and the service the next day. I often wonder why in the UK we take so long? He died a week ago and it is a tiny country compared to The USA , yet it is often more than a week before the funeral
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Sunday, my son and daughter with girlfriend and husband came for lunch with my parents and brother, and the beautiful granddaughter who slept and smiled through the day. That made the time go, and for my children , gave them a respite from the day to come.

I guess a mothers love is unconditional, how I wish I could protect them from sorrow and grief,and if I am honest, all the memories I have of 35 years ago?
However I will be in the hotel with Scarlett and look forward to her future and not think of the past.
Sorry folks,bit sad tonight, more coffee please,
Wendy