dwditty, AllanC, and kat,

May you take some comfort in knowing that we here want you to be well. We want Kelly to be well. I only know what I have read above, but clealy the suffering has been great. I have stood helpless while drugs and alcohol attacked my child and nearly killed him. I held on, never letting go of him in my mind, visualizing him well (or praying or healing as some may prefer). Forgive yourself and all others, it begins inside you.

with love, Fortunato