Use your imagination. Look at what you know and what you've done. I agree about being ashamed to beg but do not be ashamed to work, no matter what it is. Be willing to move. I came to the other side of the planet following a job. Lighten up, i.e., get rid of unnecessary possessions. They just tie you down. The USA has organizations like Peace Corps and others that will employ you and get you moving again.

Note: I am retired from a 29 year career and working in Guam as a teacher of English as a Second Language. You might try that.