Hallo all , one night I lay down in my bed I could not sleep at all
( it happens alot ) and I was thinking of my live and asked my self if I was on the right shelf in my life am I in the right place right now
with all my payments , my health , all the proplems that are going on
in my life now a days . So when I lay there I asked my self where
does it come from the proplems all this ( blues ) who are to blaim ?
its my self of course , I am the person who make the proplems
beacouse I am investing in car , house , getting new tv , car for the
kids , everthing new in the kitchen , new sofas , new beds , everything that my family can have everthing in good quality , but for what am I going to take all this into my grave ? no I am not .

Can you see your self in this picture at any time in your life ?

I went to Holland , I have been to N-Ireland and staying there
and watch peoples live , its like going 20 years back for me
live is going away to fast for me so ..... what s to do now .


I am going to sell my house , get another one (flat )
witch I am happy with , I am going to save some money and get some
peace in my life , go travel meet some good people around the world
and stop trying to be some one I am not , witch is trying to be like
the naigbhour next door .

and my proplems ........ well I dont have any proplems , like those who are :

die of hunger ,
fighting for their lives beacouse they cancer or worse
have no water
who have to live in camp , and get blown up by bombs
who are sold in slavery
who are raped and killed


and I got some peoplems.....................   no I
am living a great live I have food , water, loving family , roof over my head , work and good health care ,
healthy family and I live in a country witch dont have wars
or army .

only proplems I have , is the peoplem that I make to my self by me .
Why am I writing this well I have thought about my live and about thouse who i have lost around for the past three years and I wish
I had spent more time with them , but I never had the time beacouse I was always doing something else , thats why I am
writing this "what you have today may not be there tomorrow "
I wish I had spend more time with them and I hope you see my point
in this writing , my piont to my self is slow down before its too late

Well all I wrote my thoughs , I know I cant save the world I wish I could though but at least I can do better with my self and thouse I love around me .

All the best Skarpi Iceland.