Sounds like a power struggle to me. When you give someone a bullhorn or other means of electronic amplification, it can do weird things to the ego. Going into that with an acoustical instrument is a no-win situation, Sister! Power trips in Church?? Oh yeah!; Been there! I noticed years ago that most hymns are written in fairly unsingable keys - at least for me. I'm always growling away at the bass (which is fun when u don't read music worth a dilly) or screetching in a vain attempt to keep up with the melody line. Organists have a gift for killing otherwise fine Sacred Music. If you're trying to make music in public with people who don't have a clue, my prayers are with ye, lass! Back when i was involved in the "Music Ministry", i pretty much did solo or not at all. Always wanted to do 4-part Gospel harmony, but that just didn't happen! Maintaining a sense of humor and not taking oneself too seriously is pretty crucial, methinks, when attempting to minister. May His Blessings be continuously & abundantly upon thee; Uncle Jaque