John, I have struggled with alcoholism for many years. I seem to go round in the same circles. I drink more and more until I think it has gone too far, usually because I make myself feel ill (I am not a violent drunk), then I cut right back down to maybe a pint a day, then it builds up again.

I know that I am destroying myself with the drinking and the smoking but in all honesty, I am past the point of caring about it.

Having said that, I hoe you do manage to break the habbit.

Jon