All good wishes to you, Kat. Here's a joke to help you through, or send you back, depending on reaction.

Someone goes into a public library, walks up to the front desk, and say's "I'll have a burger, fries, and a coke." The librarian say's "but this is a public library." The would be diner say's "Oh, sorry, how stupid of me... (now whispering) I'll have a burger, fries, and a coke."

Chanteyranger