Thanks for the continuing good thoughts and cyber-hugs. Needed them badly yesterday.
Tami, I know all of that is very wearing, and right now it probably seems like a huge thing occupying the entire forefront of reality. But know that soon, when you are back home and in the midst of an excellent support system "with skin on," all those worries will seem much, much smaller. Keep your chin pointed in that direction-- you're almost there. It's all there, waiting for you.... where things make sense, and fit right, and feel right-- that life you've made, remember? :~)