I see no reason that you shouldn't wrestle with this question if you have the need. Conversion must be joined by repentence and change. There are (thankfully) no rules regarding the required time span for this gradual spiritual growth to take place, except that it does need to be before death.

I've read various Newton biographies over the years, and have great respect for him and for his wife, for struggling with the need for personal change and committment to God's standard in place of a personal human standard. Perfection is not required. God is particularly concerned with reaching those of us who struggle and fail miserably. The journey is its own reward.

I treasure the song and the details of Newton's life because it gives me hope and comfort. His is a perfect example of imperfect man beginning to recognize his shortcomings and the very long learning curve that follows, leading him toward becoming a child of God. Put it into whatever translation you must, but allow yourself to work through what your personal goblins might be. It's between you and God. Meanwhile, I'm glad you asked. Find a song you can sing with your whole heart.

maeve