I am way too slow a typist for the number of opinions I have. I will keep reading and try to compose some later.

I will only ask, Azizi, if there is some implication in your post that it is 'difficult' here because of the tone of opinions of others? That is, do you feel that when any issue of race or ethnicity is broached, others 'get it wrong'?
   Or are you simply saying that being practically alone in your ethnicity here, you feel at a disadvantage in posting because the very fact OF your ethnicity will be factored in unfairly by others responding?

I don't know that I phrased that well, but it is as hard to reply to you as it must be for you to raise the subject.

**27 more paragraphs swirling in my head**