Last time (2 years back) I was presentless -- I had a message of explanation from my Santa -- through someone else. My Santa had meant well and things just happened. I was still disappointed but I understood.

Earlier that same year a huge parcel of chocolate had arrived unannounced -- just because I'd bemoaned the fact that I couldn't get my favourite American chocolate here. I've given too -- outside of Secret Santa time. I feel blessed.

Santa -- if you're out there -- It's ok from me too.
Cheers, Joy