George, old friend, (who taught me Grig a lee gri ga loo) I'm sure you were dealing with problems that I am not aware of, and for that, I apologize. It was the combination of everything piled on top of everything else that got to me. All I am aware of is the pain of his loss and the rejection at his tribute. As I said, he was not just someone whom I admired, he was a dear friend, and all I asked was three minutes which didn't seem like I was asking too much.

Anyway, I do appreciate your reply, and you are still my friend.