Last night I dreamt that a musician friend shot and killed himself. I wasn't there at the moment but I *saw* him telling two guys what he was going to do and that they were to watch for something, some kind of fleeting development, in the process. I woke up thinking about it and haven't been able to shake it today. It was as if he were doing it in order to establish some kind of idata. I kept wanting to say, But you won't be here to be told about it!

But I wasn't even there.