Thanks for all your comments - positive, not so positive and somewhat quirky.

We'll never get it right for everyone, but I'm afraid I have to keep on trying for a few more years cos my pension provider from a previous proper job has a massive deficit and I can't yet retire to a life with grandchildren and veggie gardening. However if someone who fancies the job makes me a massive cash offer I could probably be bribed...

Meanwhile, hope to see most of you next year 7 - 14 August