REMINDER:Be kind to yourself and if you need to wallow, wallow bigtime.
That dagger in your heart is real. I remember being numb with grief and looking at a kitchen knife wondering if I cut myself would I feel the pain and would that pain give me a moment's relief from the pain in my heart. Corny? Hackneyed? Sarah Bernhardt dramatic? YES but very real for me at that time.
And no I didn't do it. Time will make it better. I promise. SS