Oh Mrrzy, I know what you mean. Yesterday my 4mth old baby was diagnosed with an infantile form or epilepsy (with a potentially disastrous prognosis), and I found myself holding him in the Emergency department of hospital rocking him through a set of seizures, and only when the nurse gave me a funny look did I realise I was singing. And the song was John Dowland's Lachrimae (otherwise known as Flow My Tears - how appropriate).

Hang in there.
- Chicky