I know exactly how you feel Kev. I have been going through the same thing for the last 5 years or so. Prior to that I was a very confident performer,playing at rock jams andfolk clubs all over London. Nowadays I take my guitar to events with all intention of playing, but when it gets to my turn my mind blanks and I feel pressure beaming at me from others in the room. The last few times I attempted singing I've even blanked mid-song! Still I like the company and vibe on the kentish scene and who knows one day ...